Monday, December 31, 2007

-stupid questions-

what are you doing?
-drinking wine
-singing
-chatting with jajawen

what song are you listening now?
-天灰. oops ngam ngam end d..
-爱来过 for now..

the wine's 'identity'?
-Gossips- Shiraz 2005.

what kinda clothes are you wearing to welcome 2008?
-t-shirt and short pants. abuthen?
can't expect me to wear dress at home.

who is the last person u sent sms to?
-leepay. asked her to help on something.

have u thought of dying ur hair?
-thought of. but didn't want to.

what is my amibition? [tsutsu asked]
-wow.. a lot for this.
for dream+reality.
thought of being a singer- but i can't sing well
thought of being a deejay- but i can't talk well
thought of being a nurse- influenced by those TVB drama
thought of being a financial planner- good income wei.. XD
thought of being a counsellor- but i can't even counsel myself
so.. still thinking. pick carefully.

what mood are you in now?
-complicated.
happy cuz lots of frens are here chatting with me
not so excited cuz new year is coming
disappointed cuz didn't get any replies for sms.

ahh
can't think of any questions d.

这什么可笑的东西嘛...

曾经多么相爱的两个人
如今比陌生人还陌生

眼见自己连普通朋友都不如
那一瞬间
冷风吹进心坎
寒了
痛了
也必须忘了

只要能再次看到你真正的开心
就算你忘了我 忘了过去的一切
也不在乎了...

Sunday, December 30, 2007

忘记过去 努力面前!

忘记过去的成功
忘记过去的失败
忘记过去的伤痛
忘记过去的悲哀

这样才可以努力面前

----------------------------------

thanks a lot to shin shin who invited me to her church's youth service.
=)
it really helps.
and get to know new friends. positive ones.
i'll definitely go again if i have time!
-but have to work also... =(-
hmm...
really have to say thanks to 'seng ho'(not sure how's the spelling..)
and kar seng also.
fetched us here and there..
and who else....
Heart 7 ppl lo..
-Shin, wei han, edwin, vincent, victor, natasha faye, nicholas, aaron, yew hoong, leepay, zhiheng, vincent's jiejie, seng ho, me..-
i don't really know how to spell their names.. =,=

love to be in the big family.

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

好吧...

突然觉得自己超失败的...
真的很...
他没那样说
我也不那么觉得
*叹*
不过
失败乃是成功之母啊~
加油就行了!

*冷*

部落格好冷清哦.......

1st GIF image..

ahem i know it's cacated..
first time ma.. takde skill yet..
self learning now~



我决定了...

主动约节目!

不再让自己孤单了啦...
要勾引节目可不容易
还得配合天时地利人和
拜托啦节目.....
不愿者也拜托上一上钩嘛~~~

Explore the Aquaria

23rd of December 2007 (Sunday)

was watching Stephen Chow's movie in the morning
and did not plan to go out also..
cuz there's no space for me in the car =,=
but SUDDENLY i was asked to go Aquaria with baba+uncle Dan+liang
oh please.. i'm not that interested in aquatic lives like liang does...
besides, the car can't fit in 5ppl in passenger's seat ma ...
haih~ i can't debate well and that made me squeezed into the car.

so. reached KLCC at 10.45am
and when we stepped into that Aquaria place, we were like 'whoa~'.
the number of ppl there was way beyond our expectations!
the price is so... *faint*.
well fortunately we've MYKAD and Jusco card.
i don't really know why Jusco card helps to reduce the price.. @.@

then... walked into that Aquaria. just glanced around.
cuz i really have no interest in those thingy.
especially REPTILES! ahhhh~
? i thought Aquaria only keeps aquatic organisms.
snakes and monkeys and lizards and spiders are there too.
so, they passed by je izzit...?



ada terkejut tak? i did.
it's like the glass are breaking. heard the sound of glass cracking.
fuh~ now only paham the importance of pressure and etcetera.


can u see that can u see that... bone!!!!!!!! swt.
hmm i consider myself lucky,
having the chance to see bone left by the sharkie..


is that the 传说中的 remora fish?
let me check wiki again.LOL~
*checking...*
yup. it is. attaching themselves to the shark syokly.
oh, it's called sharksucker as well..

*The relationship between remoras and their hosts is most often taken to be one of commensalism. The host they attach to for transport gains nothing from the relationship, but also loses little. The remora benefits by using the host as transport and protection and also feeds on materials dropped by the host.*
-from wikipedia-

oh and saw those smiley face sting ray (er.. i guess that's a sting ray..)
and also sad face sting ray.. funny la..
but not managed to capture a smile from them.
they 'fly' way too fast.


nemo. i meant.. clownfish. nothing much special actually.
everyone is familiar with this small fishy..
the children were shouting 'mak, nemo!' or 'wah, nemo!'
i was so speechless at that moment.
kawan-kawan, this species is called clownfish k.. not NEMO..


Child A: umm... is this a new species called 'divers'?
can we eat them?

swt...
so that's the day.
=)

take care everyone.
the world is getting worse.
the Earth is falling sick.
unlike me. i'm the healthy bee.
XD

sayonara~

不再当小丑了...

演个独角戏真的不容易
认真揣摩到极限也都只是自己当观众
哈哈~

所以
我不要担扛这角色了!
被他遗忘掉不是一直想要的吗..
好,再见了小丑蜂~

Happy Birthday bro!



一颗榴连诞生与22年前的今日
听说从小就很可爱讨人喜欢
-我的银行有两百万-是他的名句
童言稚语嘛..
到现在还是那么地'童'那么地'稚'
好啦...稚之余也很成熟稳重**
有个弟弟的样子,担起身为大哥的责任
什么废话啦...
最近好像有人发现榴连香了!
应该是懂得品尝榴连果实的人了
不会只因外表而判断他是个怎样的人...*偷笑*
对吧?
我家有男快长成噜~
呵呵~
就酱吧..
恭喜生日快乐咯!

buai~

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

就是你...

日夜想你
脑海里都是回忆

真可恶...
痘痘也随之出现

虽然不算天姿国色
可是目光就偏偏被你吸引
因为两颗心频率对了
就对了...

挽留吗?

你说过希望我挽留

心里是经过重重挣扎
才狠下心放手
万般不舍却没换来你的谅解

你曾站在我立场想过吗?

merry christmas.

high expectation follows with a great disappointment.
and this is my christmas.

Monday, December 24, 2007

你...

真的不回头望我一眼吗?
是不能
还是不想?

你继续你生活之时
别忘了你身后的人
依然还在伤心...

寒喧都没了
祝福也没了

心 也跟着寒了

-lonely christmas' eve-

Merry X 'mas dear santa claus!

Goodbye santa claus...

我们怎么了-S.H.E

落泪以前再看一眼
你模糊侧脸
这会不会是最后纪念
我凝视你而你凝视
窗外的阴天
一句抱歉都僵在嘴边
我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否 住着伤口
我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后
是否能让什么 复活

你的项链还在胸前
晃动着昨天
为何回忆会让人晕眩
如果我们继续向前走进雨里面
会不会有溶解的危险

我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否住着伤口
我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后
是否能让什么 复活

明明从前
连争执都很甜美
现在怎会
说句话就弄痛一遍

节目没约我...

堂堂一个
我竟然没节目...
部分是被逼待在家的
一小部份呢
就是没人约+没约人
失败啊~
难怪有被人唾弃的感觉

有时真的很想很想大哭一场
心里压抑得很不愉快啊...
不知道是被何方东东揪住我的心
快滚呗~

何必呢

人家常说
别为了使你伤心的人掉泪
纸上谈兵当然容易啊
一旦到了现实中
这简直比一切来得难

怎么才能坚强?
怎么才能遗忘?

要遗忘过去
首先必须忘记什么是眼泪
要停止掉泪
就一定要忘掉伤痛

敌人是自己
给予帮助与希望的
也是自己

所以当务之急
就是把不开心的
不快乐的统统藏起来
藏在心底仓库

我没办法彻底忘记
直到
我忘了眼泪的存在...

Sunday, December 23, 2007

ಇ 恋爱 是难谱的曲子 ಇ

单调乏味又不行
太过澎湃又危险
死板板会太无趣
过多元化又复杂

音乐家也未必可把它搞定

?

有方法暂时关闭部落格吗?

朋友啊朋友...

好久没见面了~
要在此感谢李呸送我书!

对不起啦..
有时真的很忙
没办法再邀
找时间吧!

不想写了

放不开...

'有再多的牵挂都
已没有权力表达'

歌词是酱写的吧...

想说的话 都得随风飘散
不能有任何目的地
因为 那已不属于我

好佩服某些人
要忘就忘

也许是事实不忍看着他挣扎
才让他看清现实
那...我呢?

原来

从高空坠下
可以把一个人完完全全的粉碎

不想再试着踏进回忆禁地
害怕那折磨的伤痛
但是不想把甜蜜记念抹煞
深怕自己崩溃

人家常说:
爱一个人难
想忘掉一个人更难

好痛苦
从前的你
总会在我最无助的时候
陪伴在身边
逗我开心 看我笑

怎么现在
让我开心的人却是使我哭的人...
只能说
人.是.善.变.的.动.物

-叹-

说了这么多
你还是忘不了伤痛
原谅我是自私的
不顾及你的感受
造成你不必要的困扰

除了对不起
还是一句对不起

你到底懂不懂啊...

我看...
你是不懂
我的心有多痛
为什么你可以狠狠的
把我踢出你心

逼不得已地
我也得把你忘掉吗?

你可以
如斯的自私吗?

Saturday, December 22, 2007

-1st day of being a freelancer-

thanks to yuki-i got my 1st freelance job for Celcom
so i reached stadium negara at around 12.15pm
though the job starts at 12 as what i heard..
i was quite nervous actually being a noobie of communicating.
sitting alone on the staircase, almost gonna hide at a corner and draw circle.. *sob*
swt. then i pun tried to squeeze myself into their topics lo.
talked and glanced around the surroundings and talked again and dream for a while and took photos and etcetra..
and when i looked at my watch, oops,
almost 3 hours were wasted just sitting there.
oh leepay did find me this afternoon. sorry for shoo-ing.
the co-manager gave a short briefing on appearance thingy soon.

so. what must we have to be a celcom promoter?
1st- purple eye shadow [must]
2nd- a 'bun' of hair [must]
3rd- mascara
4th- lipstick for tempting lips. XD
5th- the most important thing---> u must have a mouth. *drops*

and as a newbie for make-up thingy,
i had to let yuki do the make ups for me. *boohoo* white rat..
LOL~ well she has the skill but i don't have the nice face for that.

this is my card~


honestly i'm totally blur about this band.
they are from Indonesia if i'm not mistaken.
i'm not Indon's band lover after all
hmm, let me dig their info in wikipedia first..

*searching...*
so this is it:
Dewa 19, often referred to as Dewa, is an Indonesian rock band originating from Surabaya, East Java.Since the band's formation in 1986 there have been a number of changes to the lineup. The current members are: Ahmad Dhani (keyboard), Andra (guitar), Tyo (drums), Yuke (bass guitar), and Once (vocals).

oh well. i'm still not interested in them.
after that, they gave a short briefing on the job.
let me intro some of the important ppl in the team.
Leader: Edward--> he has funny English slang.
2nd leader: yuki--> that's ah sou! XD
and also the manager, Akmal or something like that.
he's a nice person as i know, holding his camera everywhere.
and co-manager wat mak yah or maya maya. LOL~
i've hearing problems..
another supervisor, salad. ?! not sure with her name..
not so important anyway...

brief here brief there brief everywhere
and so we started the job at 4pm.
the process is boring. so no use telling.
argh.. no mood telling the coming things also..
fuhh~
ah one thing for sure is the users of Maxis is much more than Celcom..
not to say that Celcom is not good, but i really prefer Maxis.. =P

few hours of walking and promoting and standing were not easy things to do also actually...
whole body started to sweat swtly. sticky sticky...
and so, the moment that everyone was waiting for has arrived.
9.30pm. end of job!!!! hooray~
they have good incentives, really.
changed back to our clothes, and the band started their performance too.
all the neon lights shining here and there..
but i guess most of us won't spend the time watching that.
we started camcam-addicting everywhere. not everywhere also. =,=


toot la i looked terrible the whole night.
eh these two people are not meant to be so far la..
but don't know why ter-far. lol..
sadly that team photo is not in my phone.
hope that they'll send to me soon and i'll just post up!
-although no one cares much about this kinda thing...-

hmm... that's all i guess.

buai then...

Friday, December 21, 2007

-过冬前夕夜-

yay~ ended work at 9.10pm and blah back home earlier for reunion dinner.
celebrating that so called 冬至mia day one day earlier.
whoohoo we started the steamboat party with er... mushrooms...
then we played those 'ice breaking' games.
whoa it was really fun with the participation of everyone of us...
let's see who were in that games:
gong gong, aman auntie, uncle Dan, uncle David, aunt Elsa, baba, mama, pin, yuki,me, liang...
when those food are boiled we continued eating lu..
again, played games after new 'batch' of food are put to cook.
when it came to IQ questions everyone was tootily busy thinking. XD

*tick tock tick tock*

time flies.
steamboat thingy ended at 11.10pm and the mission of washing dishes has came to my hands!
luckily uncle Dan and baba and mama and aman auntie had come to the rescue~
that pinpin.. stood behind me like a zombie.
zombie will not help others, rite? LOL~

hmm.. a full stomach is a happy stomach..
but my throat is killing me!
thirsty thirsty thirsty..
may i have a can of coke please? O.O

one sad thing, durian is not here with us..
miss his jokes a lot!!

-sleepy-

-working-

working in mom's shop now... owh it's really killing me..
-bored-hungry-cold-hungry again-
pin told one cold joke somemore..
it's like this:
there was a family of Indians saying that they'll come back tomorrow
but,
we've to understand that Indians have some accents when they're speaking English..
so they said: 'i'll come baack'
pin asked me: 'why would they come 'bark'?


ok.
customers are coming and coming.
so, toodles.

-i am hungry-

Thursday, December 20, 2007

吐吐吐~

千言万语

不知何从吐露

深怕再次触碰地雷

不诉又不欢

成天郁郁寡欢

万一抑郁成疾

该怎么办呢?

*抓狂*

变了变了变了!!!
以前 现在
变 . 了 . 啦!

誰可以發明測心機啊?

如果有了测心的机器
啊酱就不用死靠猜了吧...
也不需要日日烦忧
夜夜担心了啦...

how wor...

i remembered one of the consultants in the edu fair
said i can broadcast my blog in many ways..

HOW?

thru forums is one of them...
then msn?
frens?
myself?

swt...

19 Dec 2007

what i did on this day...
hmm...

10am-1pm
sing k until high high in Greenbox, Sungai Wang
jumped here and there like a stupid fella,
but that's the only way to enjoy in K ma...
and one thing we realized from that K thingy is:
we can compose song quite well! lol. it's just a joke.
=,= swt
we picked an oldie song but just know the chorus part
so we simply composed the front part. XD
honestly i prefer those happy happy song to be sang in K room
cuz those sad songs will be really sad...

1pm-2.25pm
walked to Time Square and lepak lepak before movie

2.25pm-4.30pm
watched 'The Golden Compass' with jaja and yiting
that movie was not bad quite ok
but there's certain parts that i do not really understand
*blur blur*
REMINDER:
check the seats before u sit wor..
a safety measure to prevent getting AIDS!!!

then ar...
we don't feel like going home XD
so we blah back to Sungai Wang as if we've
ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD
saw mei jan on the way lo~
after lepak-ing most of the shops in Sungai Wang
kami pun 'beredar' ke Gasoline untuk minum teh.
eh suddenly change channel pulak...

and OMG the people in Gasoline were all mad!!!!
shouting here and there..
not mad la actually..
i was annoyed by that because i mm song jek..
we talked about trips, gatherings, life,...

chat until nth to chat anymore..
LOL
then we san band at 7.30pm...

when i was on my way home
that toot pin kept on trying to make me jealous
-of his Jogoya's happy moment.. cheh~
i ada headache pls.. cakap byk byk pun tak guna la..
won't feel jealous.
plus mama said will bring me there with durian k... bluek!

so, that's my day..

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

hmm...


it's hard to know how and what a person is thinking about
when the person tells,
we couldn't really know
whether it's true,
or hiding the truth as a better way...

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

我不想看到它受伤...

那曾让我紧握着的手
别让它伤...
拜托你...

-碎-

你的冷漠

是蓄意表现

还是无心展露啊?

我...很讨厌这样

非常..讨厌....

很讽刺啊...


算我没能力

再次让你微笑...

对不起

曾经的曾经

也毫不留情地

嘲笑着现在的我

-曾写过的一篇...-

愛...是幸福還是折磨?
應該是因人而異吧...

愛...總會附上歡笑與淚水
那笑聲可以響徹云霄
那抽泣可以痛入心扉

愛...需要默契 需要體諒
有時候不需言語
也可表達心中情
只是..
那雷達的接收頻率
絕對不能有誤

愛愛愛
即令上千萬的人甜滋滋
也曾毀滅了人類億萬個細胞

怎么可以這么矛盾的呢...?

*-*

你上线的那一刻
心跳不自觉地加速
涨得脸也泛红
呼吸节奏都乱了拍子

期待着你的主动之余
担心我的被动会把一切搞砸

来个若即若离
才不会觉得腻

这样的心理战术
会行得通吗?

聊着聊着
不经意把四周的动态都忽略了
谈着谈着
连迷着的电视节目都可以置之不理

细细咀嚼着你所写的一字一句
嘴角上扬 因为我有你的陪伴

你 懂我的心吗?
你 懂我吗?

为了他...

为了那我所''的人
我得拼命写文章
让他挑来拷贝...
算了
难得他欣赏~
真是........

超级难得的啦!!!

-从旧部落格'偷'来的文章-

等待
若隐若现的感觉
仿佛蒙着面纱
不让我看清

下一步该怎么做?
下一秒会发生什么?

操控得了的话
就没有所谓的惊喜了

世界变幻莫测
谁会晓得
未来
会是怎样...

我不敢对未来下个保证书
担保一切如所想的去进行

所以
期待着的同时
也想一想
期待落空后的滋味
尝过了以后
也许

免疫了
受伤的机会也微减了

让一切如常吧~

熟悉的...

令人怀念的淡淡香气

让人溶化的温柔体贴

倍感安全的大大手掌

温温热热的深深怀抱

一切一切

将随时而流逝

因为残酷的诚实

狠狠地 把我拉回现实

Monday, December 17, 2007

=X

再多的眼泪

也挽回不了你的笑容

反正我也没哭...

算了吧

顺其自然好了..

是我太天真了

一切会好转?
发梦也不是现在吧?

我太低估人了吧...

以为胜券在握
结果泡汤了.

喜剧 还是悲剧啊?

自虐症...

发觉自己快疯了
诶, 不对
是早都疯了...

还是我太'海参'了..
软趴趴
让人骂 让人责
都没多作反抗
因为
我这人很容易被猜透

我 有颗黑色的心...

-^.^-

不知何时何地
开始了
一段美丽的邂逅

曾经多么的依赖你
因为我的笑容
因你而来...

挥霍你的耐心
你没板着脸
依然有着灿烂的笑

幸运之神眷顾着我
编排着我与你邂逅的剧情

喜与悲的交错
让我们成长
欢笑过
泪流过

把心掏了出来
来个真心相对
结局如何都好


无怨 无悔

farm?

recently only i realized that most of my frens are:
-animal
-fruits
-insects
-scary thingy
i mean.. they have those nicknames la..

for example:
*grapy
*蚊子
*树
*lizard
*cherry
*durian
*dracula
*fishy
*milk
*lion
*pirated bee
*etc etc...

funny la..

happy happy...

that brodo---> durian used my articles mia thingy as msn pm wor..
*bangga*
match dia mia feelings?
funny la wei..
突然觉得自己文笔虽普普
但也不赖嘛...

14th, 15th, 16th and 17th of Dec...

14 Dec 2007 (Friday)

-went yumcha with shushuwen and jajawen-
i reached GV earliest as usual(lol.. not always la..)
be the first customer is really... weird.
after a period of renovation GV dah change muka.
the foh gei also dah changed...
everything changed except for the floor. swt.
and the toilet too.. XD

so we played big dee whole day
met patrick in the afternoon
say sendiri 赌神
but kept on kalah-ing wor.. haha~
then we san band around 5.15p.m.
raining heavily lagi.. cheh~

15 Dec 2007 (Saturday)

i... wat i did ar...
oh i went BB again
didn't do much.
-end of story-
ah lupa d..
i went PWTC for Nanyang education fair~
saw Quan Yen, Quan Yew and one more.. tak tau nama mia fren..
saw 翁诗杰also.. bangga la. shook hand with him.
then got loads of consultant from them
especially UniTar mia guy. thx a lot to him.
he's really friendly and patient lo..
but i just don't understand why he said,
CBN girls must speak English... lol..
oh and and and i di-访问 by the reporter.
haha~

16 Dec 2007 (Sunday)

woke up at 6.40a.m.
prepared myself for undang lesson
that uncle can talk also.. i mean..
can chat chat la...
talked from politics to social probs. XD
terpaksalah.. if not very sien ma...
that course started at 10.30a.m.
wasted 2 hours of my time. @#$%^&*
and i saw jun yow's name when i wrote my name on a piece of paper
that car uncle told me that he's very very very shy
LOL~
just like last time i guess..
whoa that air-con was killing me. but luckily i'm 'smart' enuf
to bring my jacket along. =)
and i was like.. shocked that the person sitting beside me is a....
PRIMARY SKOOL mia PENOLONG HEADMISTRESS~
she's gonna be headmistress next year. congrats lo~
and suddenly my phone vibrated,
when i was listening with FULL attention. XD

someone said 'hello nice to meet u'
simply press press numbers then sms me wor..
swt la. 10 years old summore. too dak han lo those ppl..
*sigh*
watching those video clips in the course was like watching horror movies..
粉身碎骨-血'纷飞四溅'.. LOL~

after few hours of butt-torturing course
i pun go back home lo...
wah the sun was scary. hot like toot~~~~
baba showed me that i was in the newspaper.
retarded face i got. =P
then at nite i went KLCC with auntie Elsa and uncle Dan
nth much to do..

17 Dec 2007 (Monday)

today...
internet ada prob.. so din on9 in the afternoon
watched stephen chow's movie
really funny lei.. how sad if he doesn't wanna act anymore..
slept a lot also.
oh and one more thing.
that lion king.. er ryan la..
said saw my name in the paper that the car uncle has.
my name is above his. XD
what a coincidence~!

until now---
blogging kat sini..
singing also..

so...
like this la..

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

dream comes true

9 Dec 2007
a day before genting trip...

went to jusco in kepong to meet up with jajawen and bought loads of tidbits XD

after that just went jaja's house and did nothing much
eat-sleep-watch tv- watch drama at 3 in the morning- sleep- eat- sit- etc etc
*sigh* what a swt night v had.. lol~
but watching 斗牛 together was quite fun.. lot to discuss.. haha~


10 Dec 2007
drizzling started the day..
reached the bus station around 9 and we just stand and talk rubbish..

the smell of seafood blew strongly on that day

everywhere pun ada siham, lala, crab(me), ... swt..

and the bus arrived at the station! woohoo~

like those cinderella's wat pumpkin car or something like that,
fulfilling our dream to genting!! XD
and so...
we went up and sat on the seat.
stranger lala: okay fren, can u just stop the rubbish... thank u.
bee: *cough cough* ok fine.. try to..
and so...

the bus started the engine and vroom vroom the bus moved~

bee: i myself feel like slapping myself for those rubbish..

kkk... we took lots of pics in the bus.. kept on exchanging seats..


leepay--> seat mate.. lol..
we always hold strongly to our principle of taking photos, that is:
the camera is held 45°-90° above from the face
so that the face is not as big as 'wadermelon'.. keke~


paypay: 想要有巴掌脸? 你在妄想呗~


jajawen fully shows that how a good girl should behave like..
sitting quietly with a book in the hand
wah~ 气质哦~ XD


owh that shu wen was so hungry.. eating her mihun dgn gelojoh..
nola.. jkjk.
and i nak ambil kesempatan ini to remind every1,
DO NOT SKIP BREAKFAST!! or better saying is DO NOT SKIP MEALS!!


and so the swt couple returns~
taking photo with the same smile and pose.. XD
can't think of any better pose..
not a model yet... wakaka~
*crow passing by*
then non-stop taking photographs..
and surprisingly that jajawen asked me to take photo for her..
miracle happened! rofl~

then then then...
we reached the skyway place safely and that bus driver was quite good..
at least he said bye bye to every1.. haha..

oh sadly we actually ter-cut line while waiting for the cable car..
cut malay guys' line.. they were looking at us using those...scary looks
i was like ostrich at that time.. aiseh scary ler..
omg wat if they pull out a palang 刀 at that time?
stranger lolo: eh.. it's a bit too early for dreaming la..

-in the cable car-
6 of us plus 1 auntie..
she was so cham to sit with us.. lol
cuz we sang those swt songs
i guess she had those =,=||| face lo...


dunno who took this photo.. not me ba..
these trees are the main character or cable cars ar?

hmm... *trying to recall back*
3 more hours to check in..
so we went for buffet in dunno which hotel..
those food were fine not bad decent
and i felt a bit guilty for not finishing everything.. bluek~
Malaysian, Malaysian.. XD
when we reached the lobby to check in
that number was only at 278 or somewhere there..
wah we were having the number of 0369 lei~
long way to go- so we just stood there like stray cats.
umm.. no. stray cats do not stand. they catwalk.
-rewind-
so we just stood there like statue.
statue moved to take photos at last. can't stand. impatient bermaharajalela in us.
swt. suddenly ungkapan indah pulak..


without bothering how ppl think of us, we just kachik kachik like those orang kampung..
actually that's me la. i'm the only orang kampung.. XD


the one and only one gang photo. lucky to have it in my phone.
and miserably say this gang photo is taken accidentally.
why?
at first we just wanted to take the 3T/2005 gang only
then leepay squeezed in, yi ting stood at the back and ter-captured her in the pic.
lol~

and ya i wanna comment a bit about First World Hotel.. a bit only.
that place looks like airport. crowded. swt of cuz la crowded..
-end of commenting-

0367-0368-0369
yahoo~~ finally!
we bergegas ke kaunter 25 (if i'm not mistaken) to take the room key

Room 2593 * Tower 2 * 2nd floor

yer.. so rendah..
thought we can stay at 7th floor or 11th floor or more
a bit disappointed.

*ding* reached 2nd floor. the lift opened.
we walked to our room. OMG~ last room *creepy music plays*
stranger ali: please la kawan, this is not essay writing ler..
can't remember who taught us to knock before we go into the room. shuwen kot.
and have to say 借住一天 so that ahem will not kacau wor.
so we did. LOL~
we.. i meant i kept on shouting with excitement in the room.
sing, jump, laugh, and did all those stupid things..

*knock knock*

and OMG again.. am i too noisy? like those kill pig mia sound..
that person who knocked the door said wrong room. ?!. orang tu dah sesat ke?
or purposely+indirectly asking me to shut up. XD
don't care la. i don't know who that person is also..

we ate a lot of snacks in the room.
and the smart me bought 1 busk wasabi as a complement to the snacks.
whoa~ made tears dropped like tap water..
i'm just using 'hiperbola'..

then after that.. we went walking in the First World place..
swelly and i planned to buy those nail polish thingy and stickers to play play
siao for a day.. wakaka~
and so we bought! but not those black or gold or green lo.
just simple transparent pink and purple.

we played big dee in the room and we did not gamble~
cuz we're good citizen+good CBNer.
always at the top and we always swt to the top!
=,=
watched 酒店风云and阿旺 while resting
and syokly we played with the nails. XD

hmm actually i can't rmb the arrangement of what we did..

at around 8.15 we walked down and lepak lepak again, waiting for the movie..
9.15. the movie started. Enchanted is a nice movie i can say
but my eyes was just too sleepy and suddenly sadness squeezing in my body.
for some stupid reasons.
oh that cinema is really mini. mini cineplex. lol~
my legs are too 'long' and i had to place my legs kat tepi sitting sengetly.
and that toot person behind me kept on kicking the seat. *fantoi*

stomach started growling.
we headed to mcD and sat for few minutes.

after this and that..

the STUPPY gathered in the room 2593 and had a speechful nite. XD
sitting on the bed, swelly and i did swt+scary pose. that i can't upload. kaka~
that shuwen, haih non-stop sms-ing.
we promised that will not sms here and there de ma.. cheh~
tak menunaikan janji. XD


again, we just cam cam here and there..


the X laogong and laopo had 1st time on the bed together.. XD

-girls' talk time-
talked about menopause(rofl), guys, gals, sausage lips, the past,...
oh and that's actually on 11th Dec 2007. midnite talk.
越夜越精彩~
then jajawen said something, i can't rmb what's that word
and swelly screamed. cuz she thought jajawen wanted to say scary thing..

we slept at 3 something lo.
and woke up at 6.15, without knowing what to do...
so........
we went for breakfast. after that leh, leepay and i went for morning walk
then others just went back room and did dunno wat.

the photographs of leepay and i are all in paypay's camera
we did stupid pose. model. tourist. gingerbread man. snowman. elf. etc.
u know wat.. i just love the gentle wind and fog so so much.
fingers were numb and first time jadi noobie on sms-ing.
found it so hard to press on the keypad with numb fingers..
and the stupid me hoh here hoh there:
-to see whether will there be misty-like thing coming out from my mouth. XD

after a series of model-like photos(?)
we went in hotel Highlands-(blindy me read it as hotel hilang)
and took a photo of the Christmas decorations
this is it:

nice ey? it was taken by the doggie head leader--> pay pay
LOL~
we were like those tourists. 乡巴佬.

enough of photo addicting. we went back to 1st world, meeting up with them.
what we did next?
we... we.... we.......... shopped again.
then just went back to the room to pack bags.
and calculated expenses. happy to say, below 100 bucks. yay~
said bye bye to the room, we went to the lobby to return the room key.
whoa now only i knew that checking out is just using a machine.
within few minutes the room key disappeared. haha funny way of saying that.


this is a capture of the sight of clouds and sky. swt
we sat with one auntie again.
i don't understand why those aunties like to sit with us.
LOL perasan giler..

waiting for the bus to arrive, we just sat there quietly
everyone was exhausted i guess...
takde Ω-ohm d...
i slept in the bus like a sitting dead body
oh and because it was Selangor's public holiday,
there was a massive traffic jam...

-散band-


Wednesday, December 5, 2007

my few minutes idol---> swelly's story..

STORY TIME~ by swelly



the unhappy life of mr a


one day he walking in the park



sudd saw miss b dancing


she memikat hati dia



mr a terpesona



lalu jatuh cinta

tapi

tiba tiba

mama mama ngo hou dong ngo ah



mr a yg sdg minum dgn miss b memancut air bagai fountain di klcc



seluruh hidup mr a hancur bagai disambar petir



mr a lari meninggalkan cinta pertamanya yg hanya berkekalan selama setengah hari



mr a meneruskan kehidupannya sbg pencuci pinggan

-THE END-

Monday, December 3, 2007

感觉上...

结局已经很明显
无须猜测
都已经知道接下来会发生的事...

千(?)杯不醉的我...

终于醉了...

哀伤的时候
就算是区区的一杯酒
都会把人灌醉...

晕眩中回忆当时
是多么的痛心

语无伦次地
又大唱又埋怨又立志
像个疯婆子

说真的
那种感觉还真不赖..
哇哈哈

不过
我看我不是真的醉
脸没红反而苍白耶
加上一大早起床
并没有宿醉

也许
只是选择性的醉
不想面对现实而已吧...

Saturday, December 1, 2007

最近還好嗎-S.H.E

挑一張耶誕卡寫上滿滿祝福的話
地址寫的是心底 你能不能收到它
天有點冷 風有點大 城市寧靜而喧嘩
這一個冬天我得一個人走回家
問自己習慣了嗎

沒有你每到夜裏回聲變得好大
有沒有什麼好方法讓寂寞更聽話
你最近還好嗎 是不是也在思念裏掙扎
你說會記得我 還記得嗎
你最近還好嗎

忙碌嗎累嗎 心還會痛嗎
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快樂出發

有再多的牽掛都已沒有權利表達
舊情人給的問候比陌生人還尷尬
昨天遠了 明天還長 回憶模糊但巨大
這樣的深夜眼淚要怎樣不流下
問自己習慣了嗎

沒有你每到夜裏回聲變得好大
有沒有什麼好方法讓寂寞更聽話
你最近還好嗎 是不是也在思念裏掙扎
你說會記得我 還記得嗎
你最近還好嗎

忙碌嗎累嗎 心還會痛嗎
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快樂出發
你最近還好嗎 是不是也在思念裏掙扎
你說會記得我 還記得嗎
你最近還好嗎

忙碌嗎累嗎 心還會痛嗎
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快樂出發

早知今日 又何必当初呢...

千金难买早知道

加上我也没有千金

所以...

只剩下后悔和遗憾

痛苦啊痛苦啊痛苦啊...

劫数难逃了吧...

如果真的是那样

我想..

那沉重的心里与行李
应该会轻许多
不是吗....?

=) to =(

不知道为什么
最近苦瓜脸取代了那常欢笑的脸
对未来的憧憬也灰暗

是某种荷尔蒙过多吗?
叫'人人看到都觉得讨厌'荷尔蒙吗?

耸耸肩
能够作为回答
也能让人抓狂

生命不是彩色的吗?
怎么变得暗暗的...
我看我得配一副有色眼镜了
唉...

*好希望自己有隐型斗篷哦..
这样就不会被讨厌我或生气我的人看见...

[锇蜂了]

*sigh*

风水轮流转 这道理
好像真的很对...

[活在痛苦中的蜂]