Monday, September 29, 2008

Baby Step by Step: How to draw a KehBin's style Bee.

Step 1:


Step 2:


Step 3:


Step 4:



*tada*



thanks to KehBin the yuki's
tmr exam today still so dakhan draw bee for me ar
very honoured wei... xD

*rmb to teach me the art of random xD

add oil!

rosie rose...

guess who gave me this...

YUKI !
not H7 yuki
not Help's yuki
not keh bin's yuki
not my cousin yuki
but my brother's yuki!!

okay la.
she did not purposely buy this for me.
I think she got it from an exhibition...
then she just gave it to me like this la...

xD

I've never got a rose from anybody before.
then.
Yay!
I got my rose!

tapi now the rose sei har sei har d...
hehe...
aiya what do you expect. rose ma. very cha 1.
=P

kaykay.

ciao!

tagged by KehBin the tagger.

1. How old are you?
- 18. Eighteen. Lapan belas.

2. Are you single?
- Yes.

3. In what age do you think you'll get married?
- 28. That's just a suggestion age. x)

4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
- Who?

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
- Ask God. xD


6. Do you want a garden/beach or a traditional wedding?
- I would prefer.... beach. I love wind.


7. Your ideal motive?
- ah?

8. Where do you plan to go on your honeymoon?
- kat HONEY-MOON. =,=

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
- less than 50? only besties and VIP in my life will be invited lo I GUESS

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
- simple simple enough. Simple and nice & simple IS nice.

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you'd make up on your own?
- aku tak berapa suka traditional stuff... so. the latter one.

12. How many layers of cake do you want?
- I dont want cake. I want FERRERO ROCHER!! woohoo~


13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or a simple place?
- Umm. Simple hotel. x)

14. When do you want to get married? Morning or evening?
- Morning once, evening once, midnight once. Different time different people.

15. You'd rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
- Depends on which place lu...

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
- I prefer a grand entrance for the BRIDE. =D
- but of course, a grand entrance for the groom is a good idea also..

17. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
- ......... no idea.

18. Are you a morning person or a night person?
- both.

19. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
- the latter.

20. What age do you want t get married?
- i thought this is the same question as Q3?

21. Describe your ideal husband/wife.
- love God in the first place (i don't mind to be the second. xD)
- humorous+loves to laugh
- caring
- ....
God knows who is the ideal one.

22. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
- ah? who cares?

23. Champagne or red wine?
- Both. But mineral water will be best for health. x)

24. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
- days after

25. Money or household items?
- Heart.

26. Who will pay for the bills?
- money. It will pay.

27. Are you ready for married life?
- not at all.

28. Do you think you will still be a virgin untill you get married?
- Definitely will.

29. Will you always be true to your husband/wife?
- Yes.

30. How many kids would you like to have?
- 1 < kiddie < 4

31. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
- i don't mind.

32. Will you celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding or diamond wedding?
- silver gold and diamond

33. What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?
- Everything honey. Bee cuisine. -,-

34. Will you record your honeymoon in a CD or DVD?
- Yup. In.... anything.

35. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
(as usual, no forcing. =D)
- ShinShin
- BayBay
- GarMengBiuGor's friend, HTPBGC
- EeVonn - anyone la.

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Weee~

So.
24th of September 2008
1.15pm-5.??pm

Venn and Bei really can sing wei !!
Can sing as in CAN SING REALLY WELL
suara yang merdu and kuat
wah.

enjoyed the k time with them a lot~


as if there's a 4th person between BC and i...


looked tired. =P




Bee the Phoebe and Venn the YeongYi (HK artist)


sesat mia bee. =,=
siao siao.
i couldn't believe that i did this kinda pose

the happiness and high-ness couldn't be expressed through words lar.
and this is the FIRST TIME outing with "college friends"
memorable hor? lol.
=D

...

I think I will blog about yesterday by today.
=)

sweet dreams!

<3

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

oiyo.

I'm getting lazier to talk. sometimes la.

Just now there was someone giving out flyers
and
I know i 100% not interested on that IT promotion thingy.

So before I walk pass that flyer ppl I planned my dialogue:
"Owh I just got this flyer. Thank you."
and also planned to give that person a smile

But but but.
I'm lazy to talk so much.

Instead of saying the 8 words,
I surrendered and just take the flyer from that person.
Sigh.
Now I have one more piece of trash already.
=,=

Okay la I know this post is meaningless.
Just to show that I really have nothing much to talk about my day.
Haha. lame.

So. Ya.

Sunday, September 21, 2008


I'm very sure

that
I'm not sure
!!!


lol.
just post it for fun.

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Brand new header~

Did it in Help's computer lab.
Illustrator and Photoshop.

I love the 'Bee' and the love that I drew using the brush.
Haha.
Penuh kepuasan.

=D

Jogoya Jogoya~~

Anyone wants to go Jogoya?
24 Sept - 24 Oct 2008
don't know what 2 people get 1 people free...
Taktau la.

Anyone is INTERESTED???

BinBin, don't always 'yik' good things to me la. xD

The last person to tag you is?
Bin the Keh. Always yik good things to me. =P

What relationship of you with him/her?
Friend friend. Know him since primary school time.

Your 5 impression towards him/her?
Naughty. Tall already. PingPong ppl. Yuki's Keh Bin. _______ (fill in the blank)

The most memorable thing he/she has done to you.
.... .................. ......................... no idea...

The most memorable words that he/she has say to you.
"I'll push you into the pool" xD

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
Don't want to choi him. Bluek!
Or will try to love this enemy more. xD

The most desirable things to do for he/she is..
Push him into the pool! Wakaka~

The overall impression to he/her is..
Nice friend to chat. (I thought he's those gangster type previously...)

How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
Shy. Easy to bully. Indecisive. Lazy. Talk useless stuff.

The character for you yourself is?
Blur.

On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
Lazy. Blur. A lot. Trying really hard to change.

The most ideal person you want to be is?
No idea. =P

For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.
They are like my angels. My laughing pills.

Ten people to tag (If you don't feel like doing then just ignore it la...)
1. Jasmine
2. LeeBay
3. PrettyBei
4. Jocelyn
5. Wing Yip
6. ZhengWei
7. Robin
8. MengTsu
9. Sherrie (terpaksa put. no more ppl to tag)
10. Ee Vonn

Who is number 2 having relationship with?
Stress. But I hope she'll let go the stress asap. =)

Is number 3 a female or a male?
Female. A hottie wei~

If number 7 and 10 be together would it be a good thing?
Er... Nope. Not at all.

How about number 5 and 8?
OMG. Gay lo.

What is number 1 studying about?
Psychology.

When was the last time you had a chat with them?
Which 'them'?

Is number 4 a single?
Joc, are you?

Talk something about number 2.
She's lack of sleep. Seriously. Bay, take care please.
Have you ever had this reaction when you're looking at your own photo:
"Oh. So I look like this. Is this really me?"

After 18 years.
I started to doubt.
Do I really look like this?

What will others think of me when they see me?
Very stupid look?

Haha.
It's a silly thing to ponder about also la.

Okay okay.
Go back to work.

Ciao.

熟悉的。

有好几个熟悉的名字
好久好久没在手机荧幕看到了。

我不想所有熟悉的都变成陌生

我爱的笑声,你的笑声
不见了!!!

怎么这样啊...

i miss the laughter.
and the voices.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

So.
This morning I went Help for a Psych Lab test thingy.
"Effects of Colour Words on the Speed of Reading"
Not fun.
It only took me 3 minutes and I've to wait from 10.30am till 12pm.
Fantoi. =,=
-In the elevator-
1 big gang of pasar ppl came in.
They were crazily annoying.
When the elevator stopped at the 1st floor
One friend of them walked out.
and the other friend of him(who was in the elevator)
Open door close door open close open close open close
The door was closing and he pressed the OPEN button again.
He repeated this almost 10 times.
Did you know that was really men-fantoi-kan?
His friends around him were all looking at me
Maybe they were afraid of me, scared i fantoi gua...
Cuz I'm the innocent one kena trapped inside to play the 'open close open close door' game with him.
I think that guy's name is Ru Fai or something like that.
Honestly, when he first came into the elevator
I'm very keen to tell BC that Help ada hope d!!
But then after his childish act ar.. I still wanted to say:
Help needs help.
Ah. His friend kept on forcing the fai guy to apologise to me.
'Say sorry la!'
Another guy kept on looking at me. (BC, he acted exactly like the gorilla guy)
OMG.
SUPER EMBARRASSING OKAY!!
fuh....
Then I met Enoch at the bus stop.
We went for prayer in KPD E 4th floor.
Until now only I get to know there will be a new library in KPD E soon.
Clap clap.
BC you better sponsor the scanner la.
Today kena ffk again.
Sigh.
I'm not the boss of Air Asia please...
就是开不了口让他知道
就是那么简单几句我办不到

Corpse.


Captured this in car.
That man looked exactly like a corpse.
I was worried for him.
What if he flies out?
Inertia too big?

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

现在好想
。大。大。大
笑到哭。 大哭到笑

又来了。
郁闷期又来了。
应该是天气
嗯... 是天气...

去年10月也是突然地闷闷不乐...
突如其来的笨蛋不快乐
滚远远啦!!!
我一点都不喜欢你!!

Monday, September 15, 2008

误。会

也许是我的不矜持
或许是我的太主动
又或者是偶尔的心直口快
往往都让我觉得后悔
因为我不想要有误会

原来我非常害怕误会

误会造成隔阂
隔阂慢慢带来陌生
陌生使友情变质!!!

从以前到现在
只要是有带误会成份的
我就会拼命解释
解释又让人感觉厌烦
又可能越解释越死

哎哟~
不要误会我了啦...
有的时候真的很想从误会带出暗示
但是
我不想因此失去我所珍惜的...

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Hectic Hectic Hectic and i'm still loving the wind.

So yesterday. 12 September 2008.
I went Help at 10.30am for Bio project discussion.
*forward*
I got back my lost purse.

Then...
aiya *fast forward*

Victor fetched me at 1.30pm.
*forward a bit*
Started the cooking cutting mashing works at 2pm.
Basically what I did was:
-peeling off potato's skin
-mash the potato
-mix the raw meat with flour
-wash vegetables
-cut mushrooms
-blend mushrooms
-taste a bit of mushroom soup
-fried the meat

-put santan into vege-curry

-taste a bit of mashed potato
(and I'm kinda hungry now...)

Thanks to Sifu Victor yang mengajar aku dengan penuh kesabaran.
xD

Until 8pm.
Everything was done.
Reached Ashley's place.
Said hi here hi there.

Nice nice nice nice.

Photo!


The food chain. Jasmine and Bee. =)


Natasha and Bee.


My eyes look cacated. KC1 ppl. Jas was not fast enough to squeeze in. xD


Jas and Bee and Bin the Keh.


Kelly the best defender. Bee the meaty. Keh Bin the Yuki's.


Bee. Yuki. Nana. Jas. Kelly. Jacky. Brenda. GIRLS. =D


Yuki. Jas. Nana. Bee. Kelly. Jacky. again-GIRLS!

Haven't got all of the photos from ... a lot of people.

and once again.
I. L.O.V.E. T.H.E. W.I.N.D!

How wish I can be with the wind for 24/7.
=)

Wednesday, September 10, 2008



This poll.
I've actually extended the date to vote.
Hope to see more people vote on 'meaty not bad'.
Haha.
Kiddin'~

So...
Results shown as above.
=)

Thanks for the vote people~

A day.

What I wanted to say ar...
.
..
...
....
.....

I reached HELP at 10.30am.
There was a blood donation thingy in the lower foyer.
I 'sam yok yok' want to donate
But scared.

So I sat somewhere and continued my diary.
Listened to mp3.
BC told me that she has to go home.
Don't wanna donate blood.

11.30am.
Walked to the lower foyer again
Excited to donate my cutie blood.
and guess what
When I prepared myself for the blood donation
the person said,
'cough ar? cannot donate.. sorry..'
Sigh.
Kinda disappointed.

After that.
Online in computer lab.
Blogged in my Wretch blog.

Then.
12.30pm.
Mee Ling, Vivien, Deborah, Enoch, Esther, and I.
Prayed and worship AT the lower foyer.
Deborah brought a guitar and you know what
NO ONE KNOWS HOW TO PLAY!
So I held the guitar whole day
AS IF I'm the performer

12.50pm.
Headed to HELP hostel.
Until then Mee Ling said:
'I think we've to distribute the mooncakes door by door.'

Oh for those who doesn't know what's happening,
6 of us were there to distribute mooncakes to those outstation/overseas students as a concern.

When Mee Ling said that, I was quite stunned.
Door by door wor...
What if the people inside complain or throw eggs?
But, okay la.
Doing this for God.

We gave 1 whole mooncake to the guard there.
Mr Bakhta Raj.
Thank God.
He's a nice person.
Brought us to different floors,
knocked the door for us,
and 1 thing not so good
He didn't lend a hand to me to hold the guitar.
T.T
But at last he did lar.
I think he's kinda interested in playing that.
Tiba tiba he'll strum it.
=,=

Basically the whole process was not bad..
Not so scary actually.
But some really gave the 'wah, alien is coming' look to us.
and some of them.. quite friendly.

We acted like gangster just now.
Knocked the door as if we're gonna force them to return money
Swt.

3 something.
We planned to go back to the lower foyer again.
Before leaving we sunn bin share the gospel with Mr Bakhta.
xD

still 3 something.
distributed mooncakes in the lower foyer.
Met HuiQi AiQun John Amber Jack
lots of people la.
Crowded.

Around 4.
Blah back.

By the way the Awakening 4 Jesus T-shirt is really attractive.
The abang in the bus collects my bus fare.
and suddenly he read the words 'Awakening for Jesus'
I pun taktau kenapa dia macam interested sangat.

That's why I love to wear this shirt.
Showing others that Jesus is here.
He is here.

okay.
that's all.
I know it's not an interesting post.
but it's a memorable day anyway.

=)

Aza aza fighting! (A Korean Christian told us this. hehe)

'throw them back with the love of Christ'
i like this one.

Rainbow too!

Wow Jas, it's rainbow season now! xD

I saw this lovely rainbow from my house on Monday evening.
How wish I'll have a good camera to capture the scene.

Original colour of this rainbow very sweet
but the colour in the photos may be 'out' a bit
because of the phone. very cha.
but better than none. =P





Looks like a ribbon on Pastor Phillip's head. =P
That 'ribbon' is actually a bookmark of mine.
and that's him on the book 'Before 30'

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

口是心非 是破坏份子
明明可以抓紧机会
却白白让它溜走

说啊
说不要啊
看下次后不后悔

当 口是心非者 碰到 看穿心底者
会有怎样的结果呢...

Bitbit funny.

Psychology class in the early morning.

We were discussing about Gender Differences in Mate Preferences.

and when we came to a question on:
'Identify some of the weaknesses of the explanation'
(why do men select mates based on physical attractiveness and youth)

One of my classmates answered, 'looks may be deceiving'
I nodded. True true.
Then suddenly there comes a voice of a guy from behind, saying:
'ya. she may be a guy.'

lol?
LOL!

Hmm...

Will be having a mini mooncake festival celebration near Help mia hostel
Kinda nervous now.
Have to give out flyers d!
New friends new friends new friends i'm coming~

Monday, September 8, 2008

等待。

等待
漫长。短暂
精彩。乏味
享受。忍受
盼望。失望
惊喜。落寞
安乐。彷徨

等待。无期等待。

但也在信心里期待...
自作多情...应该是世界上第二笨的一种
(第一笨应该是自杀...)

自作多情
等同把头栽进泥浆里
多了 就是小丑
多了 就是无谓
多了 就是自讨苦吃
久了 多数是没结果

不相等于暧昧

暧昧
等同把头浸入巧克力湖里
多了 就是友达以上 恋人未满
多了 依然可以享受当中甜蜜
多了 至少更加了解对方心意
久了 一起了

*乱写的...

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Cough also kena marah.
I don't want to cough also la.
But what to do.
I've drink lots of water
and did everything that I can.

Pray for me.

=D



aww. smile is always attractive.
Suddenly a feeling of regrets come.
Why I gave up learning piano.
Why I don't want to learn any musical instruments wor.
Geram.

Sekarang mau pun susah...
突然很想痛痛快快地大哭一场

没为什么
只是想哭....
抒发内心隐藏的无名压力
那未被发掘的压力
情况似好似坏
关系 学业 健康

不清不楚
没得去CG中秋party了...
没得去CG中秋party了...
没得去CG中秋party了...
没得去CG中秋party了...
没得去CG中秋party了...
没得去CG中秋party了...
没得去CG中秋party了...
没得去CG中秋party了...
没得去CG中秋party了...
没得去CG中秋party了...
没得去CG中秋party了...
没得去CG中秋party了...
没得去CG中秋party了...
没得去CG中秋party了...

为什么只能选一天啊?
这次例外不行吗?
不过既然你是我妈
没有别的办法
我也唯有尊重你啦...

Saturday, September 6, 2008

无端端被扯进冷战当中
搞笑的是连开战原因也不了解

这 相当的无奈...
原来要狠下心很难
无法狠下心撇下喜欢的人
无法狠下心撇下不喜欢的人
无法狠下心撇下关心自己的人
无法狠下心撇下不关心自己的人

原来 要狠心 很难

找不到理由紧握
但也没办法放下
站在两者边缘就像走在钢索中间
进退两难

*纯粹写写 =)
My life is saved with a price
Your sacrifice redeemed my soul

I asked God.
How much does it cost to see my sin upon that cross.

God answers.
Priceless. Because you are my child. and I love you.

乌云-掰

凝望天空寻找安慰自己的管道
看见风缓缓地把乌云吹走
就像神轻轻吹一口气, 忧虑也缓缓吹散

神 安慰
安慰那被乌云埋得几乎窒息的她

神 怜悯
怜悯着在拦阻中依然努力把头探出的她

神 救恩
救恩要大大地临在她的生活每一部分

神 伟大
伟大得无从颂赞

要常常喜乐,不住地祷告,凡事谢恩,因为这是神在基督耶稣里向你们所定的旨意。
(帖前5:16-18)

Friday, September 5, 2008

<3

The wind.
Gentle but strong.
I'm in love with it.
Deeply in love.

I couldn't see it
But I can feel the presence when the wind blows.

Sometimes the wind whispers
Sometimes the wind hugs

Similarly,
God is gentle but strong.
I haven't met Him face to face
But I know He's here already in me.

Sometimes He whispers.
Sometimes He hugs.

and I'm deeply in love with Him.


In Your presence
In Your power
Holy Spirit I surrender
Sigh.

My mom always says I 爱来爱去(paktoh) through msn and phone
Please la.
I was msn-ing with Jas and sms with Deborah only wor...

Human beings. Homosapiens.
Looking at the negative things more than the positive ones.

By the way I don't understand why my cough comes back to visit again.
I don't welcome you okay...
Ruining my mood to sing. Cheh.

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Tagged by KehBin =,=

1. Six people to tag:
☆ Jasmine
☆ LeeBay
☆ BeiCheng
☆ MengTsu
(KehBin asked me to simply put names in. sorry for the following victims =P)
☆ ZhengWei
☆ Robin

2. Six things I'm passionate about:
☆ God-Everything that relates to Him.
☆ Music*Singing
☆ Blogging*Writing diaries
☆ ChitChatting
☆ Sleeping
☆ Doing any stuff with buddies

3. Six things I say too often
☆ Wah.
☆ Sorry.
☆ Yor.
☆ For fun.
☆ ...like
☆ Fantoi.

4. Six books I've read recently:
☆ Bible
☆ Introduction to Psychology (Textbook)
☆ My diary
☆ Biology (Textbook)
☆ My notebook
☆ Wow Photoshop thingy

5. Six songs I listen to again and again:
☆ How Great is Our God
☆ 全然为你
☆ One Life, One Love
☆ 一生跟随你
☆ Thank You
☆ 屈膝在你座前

6. Six things I learnt in the past year:
☆ Don't always say -don't know-
☆ Don't make empty promises
☆ Treasure every moment you have with the ppl you love
(what else what else...)
☆ There's no use to think so much. sometimes we can only 见步行步.
☆ Be nervous when you're supposed to.
☆ Love your time.
letting go someone is not the end of the world

but

it may take until the end of the world to forget...

*for fun*

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Dream.

You apologized for being such a coldy

Saying that the purpose is not to hurt me.

Siao ar.

Hurt apa la... (but it really hurts, honestly...)

But at least you've apologized. in my DREAM.


Tuesday, September 2, 2008

站在心海边眺望
看不透深海里秘密
闭眼宁静聆听
浪声是悦耳的

但浪儿啊,你不痛吗?
独自拍打着海堤
伤痕隐藏着,
换取的不是快乐,而是他人忧虑
懂吗?

浪是冷的吧?
难怪...

*.*


i love the wind.

i love the wind~
I LOVE THE WIND!!!!

Monday, September 1, 2008

=)


Jas and Bee

Primary school
Standard 2---------1 year
Standard 3---------1 year
Standard 4---------1 year
Standard 5---------1 year
Standard 6---------1 year
___________________
Total 5 years
===================

Secondary school
Form 1-------------1 year
Form 2-------------1 year
Form 3-------------1 year
Form 4-------------1 year
Form 5-------------1 year
____________________
Total 5 years
====================

10 years and 9 months.
Bond strengthened after obstacles.
I thank God so much
Putting this pretty flower in my life.
=D

[伍家辉] 我疯你

词:伍家辉/小寒/萧贺硕
曲:伍家辉

风在脸上轻抚
味道有点苦
怎不说情话
你不爱我吗
想让你有自由
却把心弄丢
你不爱我吧
藉口多说都是假
我疯你 别让我说得太多
我疯你 别让我错的太多
我疯你 别让我做得太多
我疯你 别让我获得太多
我疯你 别让我失去太多

like it.

持守圣洁


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圣洁 圣洁 圣洁 圣洁 圣洁

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But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people belonging to God, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light.
-1 Peter 2:9-