不怕失去

是有信心

还是不懂得珍惜

and now let the weak say i am strong
let the poor say i am rich
because of what the Lord has done for us
-Give thanks-


Give thanks

to the God of grace and the God of glory
and who sovereigns every single thing in the universe

A girl who needs walking aid was healed
through the healing prayer
or rather commanding the sickness to leave immediately
In Jesus name of course

she can walk. WITHOUT THE WALKING AID!

Witnessing this makes the goosebumps appeared and applaud!
How great is our God!

and a lot of testimonials have been shared throughout the night

everything went on smoothly

yes.

Praise the Lord!

=)

静

她被他连绵不决的关爱搞模糊了
有意无意地 她挥霍了他的好
只是
在他与她之间
完全寻不着相爱的证据

瞬间转变
他不再是他
他与她隔阂渐大

几乎掉入悬崖的她
才恍然清醒
其实一切都只是亲手编织的梦

原以为自己特别的她 其实是普通至极
至少在他眼中亮眼不起来

她开始不了解为何自己执着于莫名其妙的感情
可是放下了爱的赌注 就是决定了放手一搏
苦苦等候 只愿觅到答案
就是 他心底秘密

可惜他的心门不曾开
她渐渐累了
坚持不下的同时
不忍心看见这团解不开的迷雾

被他的沉默折磨着
再也承受不了寂静围绕
'放手吧', 她对自己说

好死不死
这时候他的心似乎感应到自己将被放下
他出现了 在她绝望中重现

结局？
我也不知道...

现实与梦 真的只是无交叉点的平行线吗...

a lot of people have this kind of story i suppose.
so. just a simply-write. =)

Facts. random ones.

My blog is really a plate of rojak.

Mixture of life. photos. feelings. lyrics. crap.

it's a good-bad thing.

_______________________________________

Some say I have the good mommy face.

is this a compliment or what?

lolx...

_______________________________________

I don't suit the word 'pretty'.

Why?

Ask the person who set the definition of this word.

_______________________________________

My eyes.

Bengkak already.

Either slept too much or it's a symptom to sickness.

_______________________________________

and the left eye of mine is shedding tears non-stop

what happened?

eyelashes in my eye?

_______________________________________

I wanna get myself a camera and a laptop

which is quite impossible for me to achieve....

be satisfied...

_______________________________________

If one day i reply SMSes with only one or two words

which usually i'll reply a 2-pages long reply

then no doubt i'm in some kinda moody condition*

(*apply with terms and condition. xD)

_______________________________________

i think crying is one of the best way to relax (?!)

although the tiredness after crying will be a suffering time

crying helps to make the day better

(at least better than getting angry right...)

_______________________________________

i don't care of the feeling of myself much

that's why i'm indecisive most of the time

I've to think of the other person's feeling before mine...

_______________________________________

it's too hard for me to be mean to people sometimes

to those who made me angry.sad. mad.fantoi.

because i don't wanna lose friends.

_______________________________________

i'm waiting for my one.

i don't deny that but i don't DESPO for one.

who will be the one...

_______________________________________

About camp. again.

Too much posts on camp i know.
Ngam ngam grabbed photos from CYC's website
and when i browse through these photos
some weird thoughts came in lar.
and i planned to blog a lil' on them. xD

this one leh
specially dedicated to rico.
sorry la. feibee sitting on u, almost suffocated right... haha...


group photo. nothing special.


i was the cellophane tape girl.
it's really not that easy to tear cellophane tape
in short time and needed in large quantities.
and with BARE HANDS!
=,=


look at my hand.
cacated '7'.
it's like... i wanna 枪毙-kan myself.
-.-
and to which camera my eyes sesated to?


as usual, big big group photo.

after taking this group photo
can agak what will happen d.
all those ppl flying here and there to 抢镜头
xD

and this is it.

looks like there were lots of 'defected' ppl

tell you what.
i used to try 'stealing mirror head'
none of them was a success.

i thought this time i wouldn't find my head in this pic.
too many 高手around...
surprisingly
I FOUND ME in the photo! i think that's my head lar...
yeah~


ya that's all again.

more sadness within me now...

狗狗特辑。

Experiment day.
and this dog:

is the victim of the day. KEKEKE~
we're gonna dissect her and have steamboat of DOG!!!
siao.
nola. just some simple experiment.
'yik' jor her la... can eat fishball hotdog somemore...

Oh her name.
I thought she's SIU KEE. anyway she's Silky.
SUPER adorable and protective and quiet doggie. =D


i tried to take nice pose of hers but since she tak give face
i took photo of the 'messiness' of our stuff instead


the watak utama is not the carpet floor k.
neither it's the hand. =,=
Silk silk is the one~


last but not least,
Silky with her mommy!
but the mommy insisted that she's not mommy but jie jie jek.
eleh eleh. xD


that's all about the dog.

now. it's about my sadness.

FINALLY!

*relieved*
Goodbye Psych Lab Report!
I started super early and ended really late also.
But who cares
The assignment's DONE~

D-O-N-E
dying overnight & now it ENDS!

Everyday Stroop here Stroop there everywhere Stroop Stroop
made me strooper pening !!!
(oops... i mean, super pening...)

and the next time u see me,
i'm no more Bee.
who am i?
I'm a super panda bee.
and also still fei bee... T.T

my eyes muscles are crying helplessly.

and now, i'm off to bed~
toodles!

31.10.2008.Party!

LOL.
after i've uploaded these photos
i suddenly realized that these people that i took photo with
-ARE THE PEOPLE I USED TO BE SO AFRAID OF !!!
and they're not all. ada lagi yang i takut. tapi takde gambar je.

Believe it or not, Jas u're one of them... xD

but now i love you so so so much... =D

Lik Foong dailou.
couldn't persuade myself that he's actually those UFO ppl.

i meant, he can be really NOT SCARY la...

Ini orang.
I told her also. I used to be so afraid of her.
She looks fierce la...
But until now only i DISCOVERED that she's a super nice girl.
=)

<3>

and...

WALL E

*ahem* rewind

zw. okay la not afraid of him.

tapi dia selalu show that leng zai (and beh song) face.

-,- same je. aku takut jugak...

Everyone is busy today...

I like to observe people's status.

Especially when the pattern is nice.

Swt.

I'm just too bored.

我 好像很容易被欺负

不过我也很会欺负人...

Eating process. =,=

I'm extremely sleepy.
so let me create some super lame post to wake myself up.

A candy man : from Japan.

*tada* magic! it disappears~

slap me. I'm still sleepy.

Credits.

As I promised, I will write a post specially to thank to those who contributed in the recent Alor Gajah camp.

To Ps Johnathan and all the zone leaders:
Thanks for everything. EVERYTHING.

To the P & W Team:
Sorry for the few encoreS but we really enjoyed singing and jumping all around.
and thanks too~

To the games team:
Jane, Ashley, E-woon, Suk Yi, Chi Joon, Mark, Victor
A big thank you for all the sweat lost and also sacrificing the beauty sleep.
Also sacrificing the 'self-image' lar.

To the multimedia team:
The video clip of the murder scene was SUPERB!
and not forgetting the hard work of holding the video cam all the time.

To Bryant and David:
Glad to have you two as Heart 7's leaders.
Great job!

To the girls in Heart 7:
You girls rox wei~ always so semangat and smart!
and the most important thing is-really easy to wake you all up. xD

To the guys in Heart 7:
Again, thanks for being so nice to the girls.
Ambil makanan ambil air and all those nice thingy.
=)

To the entertainers:
Specially dedicated to the guys
For the magic show, pump ball show, drama, and every single thing you guys did. well. everything was funny!
terima kasih for filling the night with laughter and LAUGHTER!

who else.

working members as well.

everyone has done way too GREAT!

and last but not least:
a super big thanks to our almighty God
for all the great things done in that camp~

<3

Sweet bean shop.

went to 糖黏豆 with Esther Victor Edwin. The E.V.E.
then...
simply captured this captured that.


light.

ada coffee taste de peanut paste


Bee and Esther.


So ngam same pose.
-.-

random.

click to enlarge bah..

it's just a print-screen on my msn contacts.
all one heart ppl away busy away busy.
really away really busy ar?
who knows... xD

but i am really busy lar...

The Difference

Edwin asked me to post this one.

I got up early in the morning
and rushed right into the day;
I had so much to accomplish
that I didn’t have time to pray.
Problems just tumbled about me,
and heavier came each task.
“Why doesn’t God help me?” I wondered.
He answered, “you didn’t ask”.

I wanted to see joy and beauty,
But the day toiled on, gray and bleak;
I wondered why God didn’t show me.
He said, “But you didn’t seek”.

I tried to come into God’s presence;
I used all my keys at the lock.
God gently and lovingly chided.
“My child, you didn’t knock.”

I work up early this morning,
and paused before entering the day;
I had so much to accomplish
that I had to take time to pray.

Although i don't really understand how to do it, tapi just do la. scared Florence whack me. xD

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I don't know this one tag apa mia...
Just put names lar.

1. Jas
2. leeBay
3. BeiCheng
4. PooiKee
5. Jaja (terpaksa put ur name.. xD)
6. Sherrie
7. ShuWen

k done.

Apologize.

Wow. For Jesus my Lord.
First time I face to face apologized to my mother.
Thanks to Wei Jing for the testimony given in the camp.

Well I knew it's my fault for reaching late at home.
It's my fault for being so careless, forgetting the rule of Cinderella.
Sigh.
I was so worried and thanks to Edwin and E-May also
for giving me support in the car.

and this morning.
I knew that I've to say sorry so that she will not shoot me 9 9.
of course, also let her see the changes in me.
it was super hard to say that word out la. seriously.

I said: ma, sorry, i reached home over-time yesterday.
She said: Ha?
I said: Sorry, i reached home late yesterday!
She said: Ha?
I said: Sorry! I reached home late yesterday!!
She said: sorry apa, bla bla bla.....
(i'm not sure the 'ha' is out of shocked or really couldn't listen clearly...)
and for no reason i wept.
but very syok la after saying sorry.

I thought I won't be facing the music after this hard-vomit-out word.
But then okay la.
Let her talk. And i absorb.

So... sorry Heart 7 people.
I couldn't join the yumcha session if it's too late.
=/

and praise the Lord,
all the traffic lights were green on the way back home.
ALL!
=D

New Generation Challenge Camp 2008.

Some of the photos.
Short captions.
Enjoy!


HaQi Heart 7!


Heart 7 woohoo~


Pinkie girls. Bee and Candle.


The legendary *ahem* friend. xD

Bee and David. Cute wei~ i meant him. x)

okay okay. assignment time.